http://www.toasterstrumpet.com part of a nutritious breakfast Mon, 15 Feb 2010 18:14:37 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en In an effort to fully move into this new era of being I am finding myself in...in an effort to really embrace what's coming, to let go of that which no longer serves...I will no longer be blogging at toasterstrumpet.com. I'm just not present here anymore; I've grown in ... http://www.toasterstrumpet.com/?p=135 So, this month my card is the Queen of Cups...pretty fitting, as I'm challenging myself to take off some of the armor I carry around every day and to soften- to really know myself in all my parts. Softening is really hard for me. I tend to sit behind my ... http://www.toasterstrumpet.com/?p=133 "Look, maybe I'm not over the Alex thing or the syph thing, yet. That, that's not really the problem. There's a girl who I uh, and it doesn't matter there's this other guy and frankly I wouldn't care if she gave me the Ebola virus." - George, Grey's Anatomy "Anyone who ... http://www.toasterstrumpet.com/?p=132 The last few weeks have been strange. It feels like my skin is on too tight. I feel like I'm floating above my own head, watching this little self do things while I sit, removed, giggling. Good things have happened over the last few weeks. Uncomfortable things have ... http://www.toasterstrumpet.com/?p=131 ...so I have to get this off my chest here, where it won't do as much damage. It is so irritating to see the “happy couple Christmas” photos of JF and his girlfriend on Facebook, specifically because he was trying to cheat on her with me less than a month ago. It ... http://www.toasterstrumpet.com/?p=130 “Gravitate toward those who like you to be powerful.” – Rob Brezsny “Real fear is a pure and simple emotional response to perceived threat, which is not always the same as actual threat.” – Antero Alli “I burn for no reason, like a lantern in daylight” – Joseph Lease The last few days ... http://www.toasterstrumpet.com/?p=129 Before starting this lovely letter, I want to point all my readers to this lovely post. It made my day. Ahem. Dear You, For the love of all that is holy, get your shit together. How old are you, 32 for christsakes? Stop using our friendship (we don't have one) ... http://www.toasterstrumpet.com/?p=128 No matter how I turn it around in my head, it comes to this: if a person cares about a relationship, that person stays. The person who cares doesn't give up so easily. If a person gets angry, he or she can be angry and not abandon. He ... http://www.toasterstrumpet.com/?p=127 I had an epiphany last night, while sitting at Dee’s, having a beer with a friend. I am the only one who can get rid of my Ambivalent Douchebag Orbit (henceforth referred to as ADO). ADO is defined as the set of not particularly irritating though not particularly endearing or ... http://www.toasterstrumpet.com/?p=126 v., court·ed, court·ing, courts. v.tr. To attempt to gain; seek: courting wealth and fame. To behave so as to invite or incur: courts disaster by taking drugs. To try to gain the love or affections of, especially to seek to marry. To attempt to gain the favor of by attention or flattery: a salesperson courting ... http://www.toasterstrumpet.com/?p=125