01.11.10
Don’t call it the ball thing. Call it pure being.
The last few weeks have been strange. It feels like my skin is on too tight. I feel like I’m floating above my own head, watching this little self do things while I sit, removed, giggling.
Good things have happened over the last few weeks. Uncomfortable things have happened over the past few weeks. I’ve sailed over most of it like a pebble skimming the pond surface. I’m sure that sooner or later I’ll plunge back into what I <3 Huckabees called “the pain of human drama.” Eventually I’ll land and truly give a shit.
Right now, I’m enjoying the pure being ball thing. 
